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Random thoughts.

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So, here I am - writing this thing at 2 in the morning. Why? there is no point. Right now I am feeling I want to take up some topic and write about it. But at this particular time, it's too soon to go to bed and too late to start something new. I hate this. But I just have to wing it. Once the day begins, once again it's the same morning weather, same old metal gate and rain drops on it. Sometimes they do look beautiful when I think of taking pictures. But when I am busy or late for something, I ignore them. Maybe they were beautiful even when I ignored them. Maybe. I just remembered about the formula that I have been working on since 7 years, almost. The prime numbers! I remember the first time I read about those numbers in my class textbook. They looked so stupid and pointless. Now, I know, I just wasn't ready for them. Thinking about THIS very thought, everything that everybody told me in my life since my early childhood, every advice that everybody gave me - I probabl...

The Eight Meannesses of the Heart

CONDEMNATION The act of condemning. The state of being condemned. Severe reproof; strong censure. A reason or occasion for condemning. FEAR A feeling of agitation and anxiety caused by the presence or imminence of danger. A state or condition marked by this feeling: living in fear. A feeling of disquiet or apprehension: a fear of looking foolish. Extreme reverence or awe, as toward a supreme power. A reason for dread or apprehension: Being alone is my greatest fear. GRIEF Deep mental anguish, as that arising from bereavement. See Synonyms at regret. A source of deep mental anguish. Annoyance or frustration: Trying to follow their directions was nothing but grief. Trouble or difficulty: the griefs of trying to meet a deadline. Archaic A grievance. HATRED Intense animosity or hostility. Hatred is a form of subjective involvement by which one is bound to the hated object —Lao Tzu PRIDE OF FAMILY Excessive pride solely for belonging to certain pedigre...

Wamp Server errors - Solved

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Alright, this blog post is all about WAMP SERVER ERRORS(One of them, for now). And I am concerned about only windows systems now. Those who are on Mac and Linux, It's quite easy and you can easily find solutions on the Internet(stackoverflow is first place you should visit). Error:  Could not execute menu item (internal error)             [Exception] Could not perform service action:             The service has not been started This is common error on wampserver. And that is why, we are gonna solve it first. Alright, FIRST thing you should do is BACKUP. 2 things to backup.     1) Mysql - Database         C:\wamp\bin\mysql         Copy mysql folder somewhere(other than C drive) in your computer as backup     2) 'www' folder - Your actual websites or site-designs.         C:\wamp/www         Copy www ...

Present is Present

It's almost 21:00; Tomorrow at 14:00, I have Semister exam. As usual, I haven't studied anything, yet. But I am still confident that, I will. At this very moment, I am thinking, how did this happen? I mean, I had so much time. Alarm rang; It reminded me about one of my friend's birthday. I took my guitar, sung 'Happy birthday', recorded it; So that I can send him at exact 00:00. But, I have to calculate- when exactly to press 'send' button(?) I want mine to be the first wish. Ok, file size is about 3MB; Based on my Internet connection and uploading speed, it takes at least 4 minutes(3G but, yeah). So, I have to press send button at 23:56. "Ok Google, remind me to wish my friend at 11 56". "Ok, do you want to save this?"; "Yes." I heard my recording twice to make sure it's good enough to send. Heard it one more time to appreciate myself. And yet, I tried another attempt just to see whether I can do any better. Heard new ...

How to setup winBGIm library in CodeBlocks

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How to setup winBGIm / graphics library in Code Blocks Note: I have answered few FAQs in the Internet regarding this topic at the very end of this blog. Go through those if you have already tried main explanation. Things everybody skip: Those who think, TurboC is too old to use these days and wanna upgrade to other cool compilers like, Microsoft Visual Studio (best one so far) , Code::Blocks, Dev C++ or any other. It's a good thing to do. I have used MicroSoft Visual Studio, Code::Blocks and Dev C++ for few years now and I find Code::Blocks to be the better one next to Visual Studio. Dev C++ is good in some ways but Code::Blocks gets better and better with each updates. So, I recommend Code::Blocks over Dev C++. Alright, let's get to the point, I was trying few graphic coding the other day in TC(Yeah, I still use it sometimes; Because, it's kinda home for us, 90's kids) because I was bored to configure Code::Blocks to graphics. Until now. So...

What does breath matter in the face of an enemy?

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“LIKE ANYBODY CAN ACCEPT THIS..!”  He screams into the cold air. His face is contorted into a maddening rage. Every single muscle in his body seems to twitch as it is being strained to its limits. “LIKE ANY OF THIS IS TRUE!” He screams towards the black sky. “YYOU CRUEL GGOD, HOW DARE YOU PLAY SUCH TTRICKS ON ME!?”  He is crying his heart out. His voice echoes into the mountains, it comes out inhuman. It is deeper and tainted with sinister tone. His teeth are clenched through every breath. His chest heaves up and down as each breath seems to be deeper than the last one. The veins in his neck bulge, looking as if they are on the verge of popping. His fists are clenched so tight that, he risks making his entire hand white due to lack of blood flow. He is standing with his chest proudly out as he stares into the night sky, expecting someone to look back at him in the eyes. “God, answer me!” He demands. “Answer me before I drag you down fr...

Purpose

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I looked at the morning Sun. Covered my eyes with hands, until my pupils adjusted. A burning Ball, was all I could see. Is it fusion or somebody's cry for help? I saw its sorrow. It's burning! How can you not see? Isn't that sad? But it's not permanent. Now. Isn't that good? In the end, when there is no Sun, it's stable. ONE with emptiness. In vast space of emptiness, which is 'nothing' IS everything. Because everything that's there IS nothing itself. Is it imagination of someone? Are we just creatures in someone's thought? Is our reality, actually someone's dream? or should I say, a nightmare? Is it a big-bang or collision of two strings? Now, I look at the ground. It's red, it's gray and at some places it's green. A little flower, an ant, dry leaf and some fog. And a tiny stone with his family. I asked, 'What are you?' . What you expect from a stone? Nothing. 'Nothing' . ...